Going to sleep (or at least attempting to) before somehow venting your thoughts isn’t the way I like to do things. I’d talk to family but they’re sleep. I’d talk to friends but they’re also sleep. I’d talk to my boyfriend but he’s entranced by ESPN of course. I’d talk to my line sister but that’s not until tomorrow. So I’ll talk to God and Tumblr.
I just wish people held themselves to the same standards that they hold others to. I would like for double standards to be recognized. It’d be better if people focused more on self rather than someone else’s drama. It’s sad when you have an expectation for something that means so much to you but it somehow ends up falling short.
I just know what I would do in situations is not usually how it works for others. Why should it be? We’re all different people in the end. However, consideration and loyalty are everlasting concepts that should trump most personal feelings.
I’m kind of over this shit and have no problem further removing myself from the situation. I wish people could get a grip.